Becoming Cas

The fear of being left behind…
There’s a fear I don’t always name, but it lingers, the fear of being left behind. As a mom, so much of my identity has been wrapped in caring for others, in keeping the house running, the kids growing, the dream alive. But what happens when the kids are grown? Who am I then? I’m building something now, not just for income, but for impact. For purpose. For peace. So that one day, when the house is quiet, I still have something that’s mine. Read more...
I Want to Have a Purpose. I Want to Matter.
I don’t want to just exist. I want to matter. I want to wake up with purpose. To know I’m part of something bigger. To be more than what I’ve done for others. To be someone who lived with meaning. Read more...
I Don’t Want to Stop Becoming, but I’m More Than Who I’m Trying to Be
Growth has been my default for years. I’ve always been trying to become the next best version of myself, stronger, wiser, more successful. But lately I’m realizing: I don’t want to stop becoming… I just want to stop believing that’s the only part of me that matters. Read more...
I Thought I Was Healed. But I’m Actually Just Starting.
I thought I was ready to tell my story.  To share what I’d been through and how far I’d come.  But now I’m realizing… I don’t even know who I am.  This isn’t the blog I planned, it’s the one I need. The beginning. The unraveling. The real work. Read more...